I guess I can say this is me in real life. lol. The crazy smiley woman is my mother, my wonderful mother. . .

2 Simple Pictures

Nights I’ve spent wondering how you smile, days I waisted just looking to the sky wondering where you could be. Years I’ve cried feeling nothing but a burning fire inside of my stomach. Once a happy stomach full of hope, full of excitement that just turned into bitterness and hate. I wouldn’t appreciate the 5 minutes we could spend on the phone, instead I would tell myself you will never come around. You will never want to see me, until I started to believe… in you. Until I started to understand how much you had to make ends meet not just to feed you, but my sister and brother as well. Until I really understood that your life is a living hell…how ungrateful of me? These pictures here, are pictures that are dear…they weren’t just me caught in the moment. They are pictures that express a whole life time of emotions, these two pictures show feelings of happiness, of winning the golden prize..which is you, I love you mom.